Heart racing.
Short breathed.
Nervous shaking.
Tense muscles.
Music fades in and out as the voices take hold of me.
Falling from the skies above.
Who's there to catch me?
Slowly falling faster and faster.
Falling past everyone and everything i thought i knew.
Words on lined paper no longer mean anything as i gasp for breath.
Longing for a warm bed to share with someone i can love till i die.
May it be sooner than expected as i look back on my shattered life.
No childhood, frustration sees sadness and pain rather than laughter and happiness.
Blood rushes from my veins into my journal as i bleed, slowly, to death.
No one seems to care, no one helps.
Horrified stares is all i feel burning in the back of my head, leaving permanent scars.
Closer to the end now, losing all hope, dreaming of a life worth living...
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