For the first time in my life i am actually feeling my emotions.

I am angry.

I am depressed.

And most of all, I'm scared.

Would anyone notice?

tears pulsate out dark, blood shot eyes.

sharp, silver edges glisten in the moon light.

blood trails down the stairs.

twitches.

never have i been so lonely, never have i been so angry.

i just want to be happy.

i don't want to cry myself to sleep.

i don't want to tiptoe the edge.

i want someone to tell me it will all be okay.

i want to figure out my life.

but sometimes i feel like useless trash.

Not wanted, not needed, unloved.

so, i guess no one would really notice if i spun off that dizzy edge.