Monday, April 6, 2009

The Boy With The Gorgeous Eyes

All time stops and fades away.
Softly his lips press against mine and pull away so slowly.
Wondering if he returns this feeling i've begun to express.
Drowning in his ice blue eyes, as he stares into my mind trying to figure out what our next move is.
My hands caress his back feeling the warmth he expels from his body through his skin.
Gently rubbing my cheek upon his as he laughs softly as my beard tickles his chin.
Refusing to let go as we lye awake in my bed.
The dawn slowly rises and i watch him breathe restfully, resting my head upon his chest.
Finally, awaking he realizes were he is and smiles with flashing white teeth at the sight of me.
Gradually he puts his hand on the back of my head and the other holds my body close to his as he passionately kisses my forehead.
Feeling safe and secure he murmurs those three little words.
Silence takes the place of the air conditioning hum and i gaze into his eyes searching through the cluster to find the truth.
Maybe i can finally let my guard down.
Maybe i should take this moment and run with it.
So many questions unanswered, so many decisions unaccounted for.
As time begins to slowly to tick away again i breathe shallow and whisper in his ear, "I love you too."
Time speeds up and he's gone away, just for awhile as i am left to ponder what is next to come, and what seemed so surreal has finally digested.
The boy with the gorgeous eyes is mine, the boy with the smile to kill for, is mine.
That boy doesn't understand what he just got himself into.
That boy has no idea i am scared of the uncertain. 
That boy is mine.

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