Monday, April 13, 2009

eat my words.

Can't sleep at night as you lie by my side.
Watching as your breath turns shallow and dreams begin to form in your mind.
Silently I stare at the ceiling.
My dreams reject me.
My thoughts run wild with pain and suffering.
I choke on my own words as they spill out and engulf the room, slowly suffocating me.
Pulling back all the wrong ideas becomes too much as i try to cheat death.
Never giving in, but sickly enjoying every painful cut.
Blood flows from my fingertips as i write my last words on the wall.
Picking apart every moment i've wronged someone, every moment i've hurt myself.
Flashbacks to a better time, where all i can see is blurred out faces smiling, laughter fills the air.
Nobody's there as i look to take my last breath and choke on my very own words, the last three i will ever have a chance to say.
Here it comes, the last struggle, the last moment, the time to say goodbye...
"I Love you..."

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