Thursday, April 8, 2010

cold sweat

Stroke of midnights rings from the bell towers across the beaten Earth.

Sitting on the steps as the storm rolls in.

Smoking the cigarette i bummed off the stranger on the street. 

Holding a cup of coffee as the warmth burns my throat as it trickles down.

The leaves dance in the silence of the darkened night.

The stars shine as if to tell me sleep is near.

Laughs can be heard off in the distance as amateurs belt "Don't Stop Believin'" from the nearest Karaoke bar.

Thoughts run wild in my mind.

Releasing tension into every word that hits the page. 

Dreaming isn't my style... life is only ours too miss.

A sad song shuts down the bars, walking from crowded venues to dark, endless alleyways.

Only the glow of the moon shows your way. 

Only the darkness can show his smile, only time can pass.

The ticking of the second hand as it circles the numbers tediously.

A familiar tune heard by few, loved by even fewer.

A cold sweat as i let go of the night air and return to my nice, tidy bed.

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

people say

They say there's a reason why the people from your past don't make it to your future...

What happens when someone from your past is knocking on the front door?

The one person you could never leave outside in the rain no matter how much you hated them at that moment.

Your true love.

The only person you've ever seen standing next to you in the end.

Do they get a free pass?

People say true love never dies... at least they got that one right. 

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Cup of Coffee

Fingers racing over the buttons as each click is met with a hardened breath.

Waiting for a reply in between cigarettes.

Harsh voices scream inside my head interrupting my insanity.

Phone rings... It's him.

Reaching for the phone attempting to grasp words as i fumble with the buttons.

I hear his voice and i start to shake violently... terrified as he mumbles on and on.

The voices echo as i make my way outside for air.

Hardly breathing, hardly understanding.

Mind races. Speech is short and stammered. 

I'm stuck, I feel alone at first.

Suddenly i'm not afraid, i'm calm and collected and as a matter of fact, a cup of coffee sounds wonderful.