I am finally back at school after six weeks of break. I have never been happier, but it always seems to have a few downfalls. Class for one, but mainly i miss the love of my life and my best friend the most out of anything. Classes aren't bad and i can deal, but it is so hard for me to not spend every minute thinking of what those two special people in my life are doing. It's hard to be four hours away from someone you know yo want to spend the rest of your life with. There is always temptation as well. It is sometimes hard for me to make the right one, but i try my best to do what's right for "us" rather than just I. It has been taking some time for me to get use to being "alone" again and it's hard for me to go back to being independent
rathe than always being with my significant other. I make the wrong decision a lot, but i guess that is the main point of college... to make your own mistakes and learn form them. Besides, if someone really loves you they really should not judge you ever. They need to accept that you're in a position where you need to make your own decisions and they can only influence you so much. Well, here's to a new quarter, and new year of learning and growing as a person.
Always yours,
Vincent Andrew
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