Miserable at Best.

I don' t know what to do...

I'm miserable at best. 

I see him in everything.

I can still hear his soft, but strong voice as it surrounds me when he says, "hey."

I can even feel him all around me.

Gently touching my skin, caressing my body against his.

Kissing me so softly all around.

Feeling his love run up and don my spine.

Goose bumps fill my arms and back.

My eyes find him all around, but when I look back he's not there.

He's left me alone.

Locked out of love in darkness.

If only you would have given me a second chance.

I know I can change.

Just please let me love one more day...

As I fall into the depths of hatred and loneliness I reach out one last time in hopes I feel your hands there to catch me.

Nothing.

No one.

All I wish is to feel your lips pressed against mine one more time.

Instead I still fall... further and further into death.